Have we Hit Twenty Yet?

I have a problem. At first it was funny, but now it's bordering on psychotic. I check this blog and my facebook at least four times a day to see if I have more readers. I'm sure a therapist would have so much fun with me. Am I seeking approval? Am I not loved enough? Or is it simply that I am finally able to be heard and I want more than thirteen people to listen? I need to spend some time with Freud...